I wiSh I wAs A PunK roCkeR WitH fLowERs iN mY hAir

Music Box

2006-11-06T00:13:00.000-08:00

Music Box

I just realised that most of Mariah Carey's song titles

are part of my fav things

LIKE

*butterfly*

*rainbow*

*music box*

*charmbracelet*

*lullaby*

*petals*

*baby doll*

*hero*

*daydream*

How cool is that?

Anyway, last nite i have a bad dream

but funny too i guess

Coz i dreamt about A, B and C

what happen is

i dah selesa dengan my new crib

suddenly

i saw someone that i never ever

want to see again

moving in

to my new place

and B and C was helping A

i was furious

punya banyak lagi tempat

in ADELAIDE

tempat aku jugak dia pilih

berbulu lebat la aku time tu

sampai berjela-jela

siap boleh ikat tocang lagi

Pastu, aku terdengar A cakap

pasal nak sambung belajar

next year

lagi la, berbulu lebat bak hutan

rasa time tu cam nak pindah terus

but terfikir la pulak

yang aku dah ikat contract 10 bulan

aiii..stuck lagi gan org2 gini

mmg kecewa yg amat sangat

masa tu, aku nak gi sound dahh

but aku terdengar lagu

Butterfly-mariah carey

I have learned that beauty

Has to flourish in the light

Wild horses run unbridled

Or their spirit dies

You have given me the courage

To be all that I can

And I truly feel your heart

Will lead you back to me

When you're ready to land

Spread your wings and prepare to fly

For you have become a butterfly

Oh, fly abandonedly into the sun

If you should return to me

We truly were meant to be

So spread your wings and fly

Butterfly...

Masa tu, i realised yang

i was dreaming

THANK GOD!!

Lega rasanya....

Aku terdengar lagu tu sebab aku lupa

nak tutup laptop

hehehehe......

Rainbow

2006-11-05T02:37:00.000-08:00

-Rainbow-

( thanks to kak maria kari kerna menyanyikan lagu ini tanpa sumbang)

I know there is a rainbow

For me to follow

To get beyond my sorrow

Thunder precedes the sunlight

So l'll be alright

lf I can find that Rainbow's end

I will be alright

lf I can find that Rainbow's end

Dah kul 2 pagi, mata still takleh tutup walaupun dah pasang lagu mendayu-dayu seperti berikut:

Mariah Carey - Rainbow

Mariah Carey - Butterfly

Mariah Carey- Clown

Julie Delpy- Waltz for A Night

Julie Delpy- An Ocean Apart

No Doubt-Running

-Siang tadi, i miss the pageant at Victoria Square, bangun lambat arr..hehe-

-Dalam kul 12, baru terhegeh-hegeh nak gi beli barang rumah-

-Dahla janji gan Haz and Syar kul 3 for swimming-

-Ewah..poyo jer aku ni, swimming konon-

-Ala..takat celup-celup badan jer asal basah..kikiki-

-Saya sedar, saya ni TAK RETI BERENANG-

-Jawabnye nanti tenggelam cam kapal karam pulak-

-Malu yerr..hehehe-

-Dalam masa tunggu Syar and Haz berenang kuak katak-

-saya duk berendam jer ala2 badak jelita-

-kakakakakaka-

-Tengah2 berendam tu, terbau pulak french fries-

-Wanginya..ahhhhhhhhhh-

-Ingatkan saya sorang jer yg bau-

-Rupa2nya org yg berenang kuak katak pun bau-

-Hebat...marvellous-

-so, kitorang gi sapedek jap-

-ahh...sedap man...masyuk-

-Pastu, kitorang gi bersantai dlm bilik berwap bagai nak giler-

-ala..yg diorang panggil...SOONAA-

-hehehe...sauna la-

-Kang org ingat saya ni tak reti mengeja pulak-

-Sesak gak nafas mula2..pastu maintainnnn-

-Tengah2 bergosip tu, ader pulak pakcik mat salleh tegur-

-Dia cakap BM daa..sekali dia faham la-

-kantoii-

-Nasib baik, saya tak kutuk seluar kecik dia tu..kikikiki-

-kalau tak, sia-sia jerr nanti kena-

-hehehe-

Favourite Movies of All Time

2006-11-02T13:44:00.000-08:00

Favourite Movies of All Time

Before Sunset (2004)

I watched this movie last year with Kak Amy and Meen at Magill Cinema. I still remember, we used to eat SAKATA crackers introduced by Meen.

Actually this movie is a sequel of Before Sunrise which is the beginning of story of the two travelers played by Ethan Hawke and Julie Delpy who meet on a train in Europe, and strike up a conversation that ends up lasting the duration of the movie. It is very deep in the way that these two people are able to learn everything about each other in such a short time, and develop feelings for each other that could last a long time if they weren't going separate ways the next morning. The end of the first film leaves you wanting so much more as they go in different directions, and you wonder what became of either character. In the sequel, they cross paths again 9 years later. Their lives have changed a lot, but they still cling to the importance of that one day where they had a chance meeting so long ago.

I luv the ending where Jess STAY and miss his flight that day

After listening to Celine singing wonderful song called Waltz For A Night

"Let me sing u a waltz..lalalalala"

Me and Kak Amy couldnt stop humming that song for a week i think..hehe

Then, Kak Amy downloaded the song right after we reach our house

And we sang AGAIN

One sweet day , huh?

No matter how long you've known that person

how far the distance between you and them

how long you've already been separated

how difficult it was to be together

or how many barrier between you and them

if you are meant to be together

you will be together, no matter what

You'll see, T.I.M.E give you the answer

INSYALLAH

Quotes That Made The Movie:

"Isn't everything we do in life a way to be loved a little more?"

"I like to feel his eyes on me when I look away."

Love hurts, but friendship hurts more when lost through love....

2006-11-02T00:39:00.000-08:00

Love hurts,

but friendship hurts more

when lost through love....

Haz + Miza + Meen + Me

Haz + Adil + Meen + Miza + Me = F.R.I.E.N.D.S

*A true friend walks in when the whole world walks out*

*Friendship is only L.O.S.T once you have the courage to let it go*

*Friendship is not how long you've been together

*It isn't how much you've given or received*

*nor how many times you've helped each other*

*but it's how you VALUE one another*

*When it H.U.R.T.S to look back*

*and you are scared to look ahead*

*look beside you and your bestfriend will be there*

*The miracle of friendship*

*speaks from one heart to another*

*listens for unspoken needs*

*recognizes secret dreams*

*and understands the silent things*

*I’ve seen fire and I’ve seen rain*

*I’ve seen sunny days that I thought would never END*

*I’ve seen lonely times when I could not find a friend*

*but I always thought that I’d see you AGAIN*

*The best antique is an old friend*

Sometimes, we thought that somebody is a friend

But sometimes, we might get wrong

We can even be a stranger

to someone we can call our own.........

Eid Mubarak @ Salam Aidilfitri

2006-10-26T20:09:00.000-07:00

Eid Mubarak @ Salam Aidilfitri

24th & 25th October 2006

mE & ina

me & miza
haz + Geoffrey + Syar + Me
Me +(Bakal pengantin)+ Miza

23rd October 2006

The gIrLs
The gUyS

mE, SyAr & ziAh :)

First day of Raya (without Cardwell peps!!)

Suma gaya datuk datin cewah!!

Sedap yer satay n kuah kacang!!

Sayang yer, saya kena jadi juru gambar!!tension jer..
Day 1 Menu
*SatayChicken*
*Peanut Sauce*
*Nasi Impit*
*Roti Jala*
*Fish Curry*
*Syar+Geoffrey Brownie*
*James Carrot Cake*
*Teh Tarik*
*Orange Juice*
Attendance
Mai + Haz + Adil + Syar + Geoffrey
Ziah + James

Blackest Night

2006-10-22T03:26:00.000-07:00

Blackest Night

I couldn't sleep, susah yer nak tido lately

Maybe, lusa RAYA yeaaaa!!

Mai+Miza+ Emma+Adil+Haz+ Syar +Geoffrey

Chef of da DAY

mIZa + AdiL+ hAZ

Main Menu

Chicken Satay+Sambal Kacang

Rendang Daging & Ayam

Lemang + Nasi Impit

Roti Jala + Kari

(HEHE,i buat kuih cara berlauk jer...tak susah..:))

Why, i can't sleep?

ehh..meen, i found ur name.

watched carefully!!

Most Wanted

2006-10-22T02:32:00.000-07:00

*Most Wanted*

-who ever seen this guy-

-please call me at 04-imissu-

-email me at -

imwaitingforu@imissulikecrazy.com

Baby i want for nothin

just your tender sweet loving

I know youve got your things to do

But tell me what means more to you

Hanging out with me or with your boys

Sometimes i do get lonely

But no you and no one to hold me

You want so much to lay me down

Is that the only way to win your heart?

I'll be, be yours forever

but can we keep us together?

I know the time is drawing near

I promised you has it been a year

Baby now im ready will you stay?

Every now and then ya think about it

If you love me you could live without it

But i dont wanna do you that way no no, no no no

I dont know exactly what im feelin

I'm kinda scared but im then kinda willin

Will you promise me just one thing?

No matter what you're gonna stay...

Mi Casa

2006-10-22T01:06:00.000-07:00

-Mi Casa-

- My four little babies-

-One of my fav part of the room-

- I've got a TV in my room..cool-

The other side of the room

- Toilet pun nak tunjuk...giler-(for my mum la)

Special place to be*washroom*

- Not that clear but look good aii-

-My new Crib-

-Yummy..yummy..wonka sweetzsss-

- so so damn pretty , right? i mean the make up la-

2006-10-17T00:14:00.000-07:00

You are Slingback Sandals

Classy and sophisticated
You dress to the nines wherever you go
Even if it's in your couture sweats!

What Kind of Sandal Are You?

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Beyonce

"Tonight I'll be your naughty girl
I'm callin all my girls
Gonna turn this party out
I know you want my body."

You've got the talent, looks, and attitude to get to the top of the charts.

Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?

You Are Jennifer Aniston

Girl next door with a free spirit.
You're low key and naturally sexy.
Sweet and approachable, people are attracted to your upbeat attitude.
And even when life doesn't go your way, you always eventually turn things around.

Are You More Like Jennifer or Angelina?

You Are a Feminine Beauty!

You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him

You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion

This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers

You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

What Type of Beauty Are You?

Your Style is 1950s

High heels, pretty dresses, classic makeup...
You're a feminine beauty who knows how to play up her assets!

What Decade Matches Your Style?

Prasasti Seni

2006-10-14T22:56:00.000-07:00

*Prasasti Seni*

*Ku Menunggu*

Ku begini seperti selalu
Membilang waktu berlalu
Entah berapa lama aku tak sedarinya
Berapa lama harus menunggu
Aku mimpikan suram cahaya
Bertukar cahaya indah
Semoga tiba hari bersinar ruang hati
Menyuluh arah jalan kembali

Ku tunggu angin perubahan
Barat utara timur selatan
Meniti doa malam dan siang
Teranyamnya semula ikatan
Sayang semua (nya) hanyalah mimpi
Kenyataanya langit dan bumi
Aku di sini engkau di sana
Sayup jauh terpisah
Entahkan kerana sayangku
Ataupun kerana sabarku
Ku menunggu
Airmata dan senyuman
Antara mimpi dan harapan
Adakah rindu semilu mengiris kalbu
Yang terlalu menyayangi
Di akhirnya terkorban diri
Menyedari itu aku putuskan
Pasrah segala pada tuhan

Masih lagi seperti selalu
Membilang waktu berlalu
Semoga tiba hari bersinar ruang hati
menyuluh arah agar kembali

This song is specially dedicated to someone in Sydney and im wishing you well. And please remember to eat your medicine and "STOP SMOKING". (hahaha, like you understand the language, im crazy, duhh!!!)

***********************************

Pejam Matamu

Kau dan aku
Di waktu itu
Cuba meniti titian
Lalu tersungkur
Kita tertawa
Kini semuanya
Kenangan saja
Dan kita telah dewasa
Engkau pun berjaya
Aku di sini bahagia

Dulu engkau
Kesorangan
Kerna kealpaanmu
Oh…puncanya hilang arah tujuan
Bersama beriring
Melangkah seganding
Setiap detik kau tempuh (inya)
Dengan nafas kesungguhan
Dengar bisikku
Temanku
Genggam tanganku
Pejam sekejap matamu
Lihatlah cahaya menunggu
Gapailah setiap citamu
Dan kenal isi kulitmu
Kan ada hidup yang baru
Yang satu
Bermula di sini
Takkan hilang nanti
Bersatu teman abadi
Kan terus sejati
Mencipta lagi memori

Another dedication to all my friends who always be there for me when im happy and sad. The one who go through a lot of difficulties to save the friendship. I guess you know who you are and lets us built another memories together until kite tua kerepot and berkedut. Everything that happen makes me more stronger, and aware of others to avoid any of these happen again. Let me move on peacefully and put everything behind us. end

Fifth Day of Waiting

2006-10-11T16:03:00.000-07:00

*Fifth Day of Waiting*

Kau yg selalu bilang
aku yg lebih penting
aku cinta matimu..
kau tiba2 hilang
sudah berhari2 apa kau dpt pesanku
Dan aku menunggu
trus menunggu
hanya untuk memelukmu seeratnya
trus berharap kau kan dtg secepatnya...secepatnya
Temui aku ditempat biasa
jgn kau terlambat waktuku tak banyak
aku tak akan bisa
bila kau tak dtg
semangatku hanya tinggal saat ini
Kau ku cintai
karna balas mencintaiku
dan kupercaya itu...
Dan aku menunggu
trus menunggu
hanya untuk memelukmu seeratnya
trus berharap kau kan dtg secepatnya

*Fifth day of waiting*

Dem Haters

2006-10-10T15:18:00.000-07:00

-DeM HaTeRs-

i'm not concerned with people

who prey on the wealth of their fellow man

cause they only want to know you, enroll you

only for the things ya had

i just think its so sad

get dem haters out your circle smile in your face

but all they wanna do is bring ya down

see them try to mess to hurt you and work you

anything to bring ya down

they keep evil thoughts in their hearts (what you dont know)

you can't let them knock your hustle

not letting them know how much you struggle

they turn green with envy when your on top

and dem heart is full with strife

their by gonna try to take your life

ya know they talk about ya and they tell the lies

dont be fooled u betta recognize

they not there for you

they dont care for you

trust me cuz i know its true

ya see they smile in your face and make ya think they down

then they turn against you when your not around

its just jealousy and dishonesty

so hold on to your sanity

*Special words for the DEM HATERS*

*God knows who U are*

Me and The City

2006-10-09T08:35:00.001-07:00

It's been 3 days since im officially free from bugs and poisonuos insects of my life. But,though i assume i am now bug-free, still there is always a hole of jealousy and revenge of the enemy. The term "Forgive and Forget" will never be in a diary of some people who are always search for others weaknesses. Sad but true, life goes on even for me, i am thankful that i made a right decision that insyaallah will benefit me in the end. Patience is the only key to survive, and it works. For now, i am just enjoying myself decorating my new home and hardly be separated from it. Just to distract myself from thinking of any other unnecessary stuff that might bring the sad chapter alive. I've been waiting for "the call" but nope, nothing from saturday till today. After Meen left, i continued watching Sex and the City till the end of Season 6. I nearly burst into tear but no...i didnt..hehehe. It was a great ending..i luv it.

*Sex and the City*

In relationship, there are those that open you up

to something new and exotic

those that are old and familiar

those that bring up lots of questions

those that bring you somewhere unexpected

those that bring you far from where you started

and those that bring you back

But the most exciting, challenging and

significant relationship of all

is the one you have with yourself

If you find someone to love the things that you love

Well, that's just FABULOUS!!!

-Carrie Bradshaw-

Day Before Practically Move on

2006-10-06T01:46:00.000-07:00

*Day before Practically Move oN*

Always stay here in my heart

Forgive me, didnt mean to leave u :(
U know what im going through, happy or sad...

GoodBye Forever

13, Stevens Street, Croydon Park

I am totally excited about moving out tomorrow. Actually, im writing this for the second time coz the internet when off just now. And silly me, i deleted everything i wrote while watching "The Perfect Man" with Meen just now. After terawih, me and Meen drop by Syar's place and have a nice hot cup of tea with some biscuit. I just can't wait to have my own place to stay, settle down after what happened and go on with life. It is hard to forget coz the scar will always remain there where it swoollen. But somehow, the scar will reminds me to look back and think of the consequences before making any decision. People just people. There is nothing we can do to change anybody's lifestyle or habit. But all we have to do is to respect each other. That's what i learn from the mistake im into right now. For now, i am truly thankful and blessed to have a friends who always there for me when im falling. They are the one who make me forget all my sorrow and cherish my day with hope and laughter. And they knew who they are to me and i am praying to God that they get whatever wish they ask for and gain more happiness every day of their life. Hmm...the whole day i was waiting for his call today, but he didn't. Oh well, he must be very very busy...haha. Hmm..tomorrow, Meen, Syar and her fiance, Geoffrey are gonna help me with my stuff after class at 4pm. Can't wait to decorate my room and adjusting myself with the new environment.

Sandi Thom reminds me of Melbourne

2006-10-04T01:22:00.000-07:00

*Sandi ThOm ReMinDs Me Of mElBourne*

Luv tis song!!

Smile - Lily Allen

2006-10-04T01:06:00.000-07:00

Fav Clip of Day *Smile -Lily Allen*

*Beware BOYFRIEND ur GIRLFRIEND*

*might do the same thing*

*As Lily Allen*

*ahahahahahahahah*

*Cheating can make u suffer*

*And KILL u!!*

*All gangster & co are watching!!*

*Better watch out!!*

2006 SmILe

2006-10-02T14:48:00.000-07:00

****2006 SmILe****

*My lil sis, Mama & Me when they came to visit me in April*

*In Chocolat, few minutes before Lydia's departure*

*With Lydia celebrating Australian Day and free cake*

*Me, Lyd & Meen.....hehehe*

*M&M..opss another one &M (meen grad)*

* Leah & Me before meeting all her American Friends*

BaBY!!!!!!!

Roald Dahl Addiction

2006-10-01T07:33:00.000-07:00

**Roald Dahl Addiction**

My addiction starts with Charlie & The Chocolate Factory movie
It based on Roald Dahl CTCF book
First time, i watched it with Saif
Since then, im obsess with Willy Wonka
Im totally over the Wonka bars and now Wonka Choc drinks
Yummy...yummy
Addiction continued with Roald Dahl other short stories
It all begins when Meen bought a box of Cheerios cereal with free book
And realised that was Roald Dhal's collection
Remind me of Charlie & The Chocolate Factory, ahhh
First, The Fantastic Fox
Then, George Magical Medicine
And coming up, The Twit
Meen bought another box of the cereal after terawih just now
I cant wait to read it
Oh well...just to filled my time with something useful
hehehehehehehe

Beautiful Disaster in September

2006-10-01T00:33:00.000-07:00

**Beautiful*Disaster*in*September**

*Trip to Monarto Zoo... *
*My FAV pic of that day..heheh...thanks Miza for the incredible shot!!!kakaka*
*Chinese Drama Series Pose-CingCong Style*

* Miza's Surprise Birthday Party...wahhh!!*
**Beauty Session**
* I drew that for Meen on her birthday... pretty eiiiheheh*
* Oh my God!!Yeww...UGLY!!*
*Backside pic...who the photographer??Hamsap..punya org*
* Yum..yum......*
* Wahh..im hungrybut im fasting..waawawawa*

-Beautiful-

Miza's surprise party
Day trip to Monarto Wildlife Park
Meen's birthday dinner
Meen's birthday party at Rymill Park
Spontaneous trip to Melbourne with Meen & Emma
Spending most of my times with my beloved friends who always be wit me when im fallin'
Fasting month started dengan penuh kesedaran
Ifta and sahur with Cardwell pep (heheh...!!)
Happy with my new tempat berteduh....thank you Cardwell peps!!!

-Disaster-

Leaving Croydon Park particularly my beloved room
Uncomfy feeling
Lazy to study
Unable to finish my assignment in peace
Communication breakdown
Financially terrible

Melbourne Trip (20-23rd Sept 2006)

2006-09-29T22:22:00.000-07:00

Melbourne Trip (20-23 Sept 06)

Day 1

From Adelaide to Melbourne by bus (how cool is that!! and i luv it!!)

Day 2

Reached Melbourne Southern Cross Bus Station early in a morning (so..sweepy!!!)
Have a breakfast at GLORIA JEAN COFFEE spencer st with meen and emma..yum..yum.
Take a train to Box Hill where Aaron lived.
Long...long...long....journey from the station to Box Hill.
Reached Box Hill station and wait for Aaron
What a cold..cold..cold morning!!
Aaron's arrived with a new car (cool...!!!!!)
Reached his casa and have nice comfy sleep after 10 hours of lovely journey ( for me la...)
After sleeping for almost 2 hours (i guess....hmmm), Aaron already prepare us a lunch with his tasty...yummy...yam pasta.
Get ready for Guy Sebastian at Highpoint SC.
Waited for almost an hour to get him sign his single.Well eventhough im not much a fan of him but magically i bought his single and realised he is a quite talented.
Then, we felt like eating ice-cream at Natural New Zealand ice-cream...yam..yam.
For dinner, we thot that we wanna have a kempunan dinner for malaysian food ...but unfortunately, the shop is already move to somewhere else...duhh....dannnggg!!
We are all so dang tension and try to find somewhere else to eat. So kecewa!!!
Finally, we ate at Silom Thai restaurant which is quite expensive (cekik darahh....tul but sedap...dang!!)
I ordered Tom Yum and Steamed Rice which cost about $10 dollar (small potion la...mana cukup for me)
But the Tom Yum was so nice, yummy and dang!!God..i cant wait to go home!!
Pastu, makan lagi...more like a dessert or supper la...but i only ordered mango juice coz its so expensive.But that time, meen's cousin belanja...dang if only i know,i ordered makanan...heheh kidding!!! I was already full that time la....hehehe!!.
Well.time to sleep coz the next morning we need to wake up early.....hmmm...wahhh!!

Day 3

Waky..waky....for another melbourne tour.
We took a tram from Box Hill to the city and walk along Swanston St to Queen Victoria Market.
We thot that we wanna have some breakfast but all shop closed..only open at 11.
So, we walk and walk and walk
we click and click and click (amik gambar la ...kekekke)
Then, we reached our destination, and shopping and shopping
Meen gave me an early birthday present and i was really touch coz i really like the calligraphy thingy.
They bought a lot of stuffs for their teaching.
And we ate spanish doughnut (churros..if u know la).Sedap giler....ahhhh)
Then, walk back to Swanston St to meet Wany ( meen's friend) in Melbourne Central at hmm....apa nama tenpat tu ...alaa....hahh...max brenner..
Sedap gilerr...haiiiii
Pastu ader date lagi gan Alia but emma didnt join us to Royal Melb Show.
We went there by Alia's car and kinda lost for awhile but yeahhh....we managed to reached there safely. (eventhough melbourne's traffic killing...fuhhh)
Royal Melb Show ..ahhh...dapat gak melepaskan dendam kesumat untuk beli Show bag..
kakakakakakak
I took a lot of time to think which one i wanna buy
Last2, beli garfied, wonka and smashhit showbag
i luv it!!!!!!!
Swear to God, i dont have the gut to take the ride..( kim salam sajer la)\
Pastu, we went to Pete Murray show and i really enjoy his show!!! (cool...!!!)
Lepas jer habis, alia sent us back home...fuhhh!!!Penat seeii!!
Tido

Day 4

Balik la....apalagi...!!!!

Movin Out @ Movin In

2006-09-29T21:36:00.000-07:00

Today, balik umah kejap and pack up some stuffs before leaving the hunted house for good. Somehow, im gonna miss this house so much coz i stayed in this house longer than any other ghost even been. I know my beloved room understand my situation and decision i make to leave her to someone else who i hope will take care of her and love her as much as i do.